From Avocado to Zucchini.......

Hello

2008-11-03T09:36:00.001-08:00

Well I know its been a long time since I wrote on this about 4 months but hopefully I can get better at this. Anyway as you already know we are in Logan now, and we both really love it, I love my job its stressful at times, but I guess thats how jobs are. Anyways, our financial situation isnt that good, we have run into some problems that we are trying to fix, but we did some stuff that we know now, that we shouldnt have done, we applied for some loans at some of the check cashing services here in town, and we are slowly paying them off. I know we shouldnt have done it, but at the time, thats all the choices we thought we had. I am sorry and ashamed of myself, that we didnt realize it then, I hope no one is too mad at us, we are just trying to survive thats all. Again I am sorry that we did this. Love you all

Time to update again-

2008-07-14T22:54:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone, just thought that I would update everyone again, I know the last post I did, wasnt to inspiring. But here we go....
1. We are definitely moving to logan possibly in the middle of august, I have a job with albertsons and angela has a job with michaels, so hopefully everything will work out.
2. We have a car now that runs, (knock on wood), and I am sorry that I forgot to take it in to the shop to get it fixed, like I was supposed to, but I had to work, so sorry again.
3. Other....I just found out that the doctor is going to put me on ridilan, hopefully it will help me feel better about myself and the things I can do to make Angela and Nolen and Annie's life a little better. I havent gone to church in a while, not by choice, but by my work schedule, so my spirtualness is lacking a little bit, and my swearing problem has gotten a little worse. Well enough of my ramblings, I hope everyone is doing well. Hope to have a family get together soon with you all, with everyone up north, we feel kinda left out, so maybe we can, if everyone is not too busy. Have a good night!!!!!!!!

I guess I better update

2008-06-04T00:15:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone, I know I havent posted anything for a while, but I am going to right now,

#1 Job: My job is going really well, I enjoy working at albertsons, at times it can be overwhelming, but hell all jobs are like that arent they. my boss is really good to me, and I appreciate that very much.

#2 Family: Angela and I have had our ups and downs lately, but we are working on them, every day one step at a time, Nolen is getting smarter every day, I know he needs surgery, hopefully something good will come, and we will be able to pay for it somehow. Annie is getting more independent every day. She and Nolen and Angela are everything to me. I love them very very much. I hope one of my sisters read this and say something, I wonder if they have forgot about me, I know i shouldnt say that, but its just the way I am feeling right now, and this has nothing to do with angela. I often think that moving here was a bad idea, and I know we are struggling, and I hope mom and dad know that I am trying my absolute hardest to make ends meet, I work my ass off every single day that I am at albertsons. Its something that I love to do.

Well thats all for now, maybe in another month or so I will post again. Maybe I will maybe I wont

Muzak

2008-04-09T21:39:00.000-07:00

Here is one of the songs that I am singing in my choir. I am in Lieto, a choir that was started by old high school choir teacher. I like it alot.

The Promise of Living by Aaron Copeland

Video from tunaladin on YouTube.

I m sorry!!!

2008-04-03T19:44:00.000-07:00

Well, here I am again, sitting here wondering why I cant never make anyone ever happy. I m sorry that I am not the best husband or father, I m sorry that I can never make enough money to make ends meet. I am sorry that I took everyone away from the home and their family, I am sorry that was never the perfect brother or son. The guilt I feel right now is so strong, I feel like I can never make anyone every proud of me, I just wish someone would say, Randon, I believe in you, and I am proud of you, but how can you be when you dont even believe in yourself, I have lost all confidence in me. I dont mean to be a bother to anyone. The pain I feel, it hurts so bad. I feel like I cant do anything right.

My Wonderful Family

2008-03-29T09:05:00.000-07:00

As you already have guessed I think I have one great and amazing family, not only do have a very wonderful wife and two amazing kids, I have two wonderful parents, who I owe everything to, if it wasnt for them, I dont know where I would be right now. Also I have a two brothers, who I don't see very much, but I love them and appreciate both of them. Now on to my sisters, what can I say, I have two of the best sisters I know, my Sister Jennifer who has helped me out alot when I needed advice and someone to talk to, also my other sister who lives so far away, I just wanted to say that I miss you and thank you for letting me just talk to you about my frustrations. Well there you have it, even though sometimes I dont deserve my family, they are always there for me. I love you all very very very much.

First Blog

2008-03-26T21:38:00.000-07:00

Well, everyone, my name is Randon Smith, and I am 33 years of age, have a very patient and wonderful wife, and two very smart and wonderful kids. I currently work for Albertsons in the Produce Department which I really enjoy, didn't think I would but hey ya know its not all that bad.
Anyways, we were living in Montana for a while and then we moved back home to Saint George, and so far its been pretty ok, my wife is starting back to work here on monday, and hopefully things will work out for the best.

Anyways, thats all for now, write more tomorrow, or when I write again. TTFN (TaTa For Now)